I NEED YOU - I NEED HOPE

All I ask of you is a fair fight.

Please, don't let go of hope

Even if you don't believe in it anymore,

keep it close to your heart, just in case

If you are scared, hold on to hope

You will feel me in it.

Remember that I need you

Please, remember I have already lost too much

I don't want to lose you, too

I don't want to lose my hope

Without You

"When it rains, it reminds me of you. Although 2000 miles away is so far away, I still always walk outside in the rain and kiss it just for you. It never fails me. The rain will always come and I'll always love you. The next time you see a storm on the horizon, don't worry, It's just heaven doing me the favor of taking you my kiss. Walk outside and kiss the rain whenever you need me."
-- From where or who this quote is, I don't know, but it put into words what I couldn't.

I miss you.

Remember Me

      "Whatever you do in life will be insignificant, but it is very important that you do it, because no one else will. Like when someone comes into your life, and half of you says 'You're nowhere near ready,' and the other half says 'make her yours forever.' 

       Michael, Caroline asked me what I would say if I knew you could hear me. I said 'I do know: I love you. God, I miss you. And I forgive you.'"

      One of the best movies I have ever seen in my life, if not to say the best. It was worth every second of my time. I already feel like watching it again. I will cry for this story over and over again.

Nobody's Perfect

(Ps: Pic from http://michun-bluefaith.blogspot.com/2011/07/tears-972011.html -- awesome blog)

          Why is it that it always has to end in tears? Why am I always so upset around you? Maybe deep inside I know this will never work, so it angers me to be around you and know it won't go on forever; that you won't love me forever. Because like you said, I'm negative. Like you said, she's better than me in so many ways. Maybe I'll upset you so much that you'll realize what a fool you are for being in love with such a wrong person like me.
          I can already see you looking back into today, and thinking "How could I have being so blind?". Yet, can I let you go without trying to fight?
That's why this song fits perfectly. Think about it, and I'll see you in two days... or maybe two weeks. Who knows the future, right? We never know.


Nobody's Perfect [Jessie J]

When I'm nervous, I have this thing, yeah, I talk too much
Sometimes I just can't shut the hell up
It's like I need to tell someone. Anyone who'll listen
And that's where I seem to fuck up
I forget about the consequences, for a minute there I lose my senses
And in the heat of the moment, my mouth starts going,
the words start flowing
(...)
If I could turn back the hands of time
I swear I never would have crossed that line
I should have kept it between us, but no, I went and told the whole world how I feel
So I sit and I realize with these tears falling from my eyes
I gotta change if I wanna keep you forever
I promise that I'm gonna try.

But I never meant to hurt you,
I know it's time that I learned to
Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved
(...)
I hate that I let you down, and I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around, cause now I'm the one that's hurting
And I hate that I made you think that the trust we had is broken
So don't tell me you can't forgive me
Cause nobody's perfect, no
(...)

I'm so sorry.

Believe in Yourself

     As I see it, love has many faces. Love is everywhere and in everyone. I see love in my pet's attempts to grab my attention. I see love in my mother's complaints about me sleeping late.

    I love all my friends, because each one of them makes my life a little better. I love even those that have forgotten me, for the memories they have left with me. But I love even more those that love me back, for everyone deserves a responsive love.
    If you ever think that nobody cares about you, look closely. If you don't find anything, look once more. Look at the places where you least think there will be love. You will find it. All you have to do is to believe and let your own heart show you the way.

Illness

I am sick. My brain has shut down from so much love pumping through my veins.

Flying Love

Let my love fly.

Learning to Love

~ The way you say "I love you" in such awkward circumstances only proves me of your love. That's how I know that if I haven't yet, I will learn to love you.





                                                                             

Fear in Love

Don't fear to give wings to my heart;
It will always come back to you.

Caught By Surprise

          I had not realized it, but I had being thinking about him ever since I woke up. How could something like this have happened to me? But there is no doubt: Love never fails.
          Love thoughts just popped in my head. I thought these words were product of my mind, but no. I realized my heart was singing. Shouting! Flying. Love gave wings to my heart.