Will I?

Dear Prince,

After four years I'm still thinking about you. How more ridiculous can it get? But... I longer for you. My soul aches for your touch, voice, or simply for your presence. Will I ever be able to have that back?

With love and yours always,

~ Gabby Gominho N. de A.

Minds Inspired by Love

"Loving is never a waste of time."

~ Astrid Alauda

"Where there is love, there is life."

~ Gandhi

"Make me immortal with a kiss."

~ Christopher Marlowe

"Love me and the world is mine"

~ David Reed

Merry Christmas

          Times like Christmas are when I notice how it hurts me to be away from my family. When I remember those days in which there was no asking "Where am I going for Christmas." We all just met, and apart from any kind of recent family conflict, we all had a fun time.We saw those who were gone for a little while, and saw again those who are just always there. We laughed, cried, jumped, danced, hugged... we did it all. But we did it as a family...the huge family that we were. Oh, how I miss the times when I made up my Christmas list, and chose what I got from who. And my grandpa... he would take me to the commercial center, and say "get yourself ten toys!", but it would always end up being a lot more than just ten. Oh, the times when my grandma yelled at me not to touch her precious tree ornaments. I would sit down and admire the tree for hours. Waiting for my grandma to go upstairs so that I could touch the tree. We used to get ready for Christmas months beforehand. I would buy a whole entire outfit just for that special day...
...how I miss it all.
         Now there is no tree to admire. No list of gifts to make up. No grandpa to take me to buy whatever I wanted. No new outfits, not even family to unite. Now there are just memories of things that I've lost... of things that I could have if I had chosen to stay. How I wish I could just fly back home, even if for just this day. But there are so many barriers in between me and home. Now here I am, not knowing where to go. Not for having too many options, but for not having options at all. No, I'm not a loner. I have friends. But the thing is... they have their own family. And I have none. Sometimes I wonder if this is all worth it. Is my dream really worth this? Well, there is no turning around. It's too late now. There can be no crying over the road not taken. After all, I am happy for having these memories to treasure. I know there are people that have never had what I once did. Also, one way or another, I will be home by heart. I will be here, fighting for my dream... but my heart will always be home.
          I truly hope a Merry Christmas for everyone. My family, and all other families out there. And I hope that those away from home, like me, will find their way back or even find home within themselves. I wish above all, love to each individual on earth. Because with love comes all others: hope, sympathy, happiness, and even health. I heart full of love is a healthy heart. A healthy heart is a healthy body. So, love! Love with all that you have got, and don't be afraid to love because you might hurt. Yes, you will hurt sometimes, but the beauty of those moments full of love will immensely compensate for any hurt it might unintentionally cause. So, have a full-of-love Christmas!


Gabby Gominho N. de A.

All Fall Down

ALL FALL DOWN
One Republic


Step out the door and it feels like rain
That's the sound, that's the sound, on your window pane
Take to the streets but you can't ignore
That's the sound, that's the sound, you're waiting for


If ever your world starts crashing down
Whenever your world starts crashing down
Whenever your world starts crashing down
That's when you'll find me


Yeah, God love your soul and your aching bones
Take a breath, take a step, meet me down below
Everyone's the same
Our fingers to our toes
We just can't get a ride
But we're on the road


If ever your world starts crashing down
Whenever your world starts crashing down
Whenever your world starts crashing down
That's when you'll find me


Yeah, lost 'till you're found
Swim 'till you drown
Know that we all fall down
Love 'till you hate
Jump 'till you break
Know that we all fall down



If ever your world starts crashing down
Whenever your world starts crashing down
Whenever your world starts crashing down
That's when you'll find me



Lost 'till you're found
Swim 'till you drown
Know that we all fall down
Love 'till you hate
Jump 'till you break
Know that we all fall down


All fall down, we all fall down, all fall down...
We all fall down, we all fall down, all fall down...


Lost 'till you're found
Swim 'till you drown
Know that we all fall down
Love 'till you hate
Jump 'till you break
Know that we all fall down

Drama Princess

Alright, I was not quite a Drama Queen. What about a Drama Princess? I was partially right. You were saying goodbye. Just not because of a revenge. It was all because you were uncertain about where things were going. In a way, it was my fault. I was acting a bit immature, but it was just a phase. After all, everything turned out okay. I love you, ya know. 

If I got this dramatic just with the thought of losing you, imagine if it was really true. I can't imagine my days without you anymore. Is that 'forever' promise still up?

Remember Me

      "Whatever you do in life will be insignificant, but it is very important that you do it, because no one else will. Like when someone comes into your life, and half of you says 'You're nowhere near ready,' and the other half says 'make her yours forever.' 

       Michael, Caroline asked me what I would say if I knew you could hear me. I said 'I do know: I love you. God, I miss you. And I forgive you.'"

      One of the best movies I have ever seen in my life, if not to say the best. It was worth every second of my time. I already feel like watching it again. I will cry for this story over and over again.